20-01-2017 09:34 PM
@loves netball I drink regular coffee with like five teaspoons of sugar so I feel you
I'm so sorry that happened to you at school. You should have been safe there and what they did/said to you wasn't okay. I'm proud of you for telling and asking for help though
20-01-2017 09:37 PM
@loves netball Oh wow.. that's really heavy. Thank you for sharing your journey with us.
I think it's really important that you have that discussion with somebody qualified to assist, even the SCBS counsellors if you are chatting with them again they'll be able to give you further support around that. Probably the best would be 1800Respect There's other people on RO as well that have dealt with similar pain.. so you are not alone - did you check out the link in my last post?
20-01-2017 09:38 PM
No offence @Bree-RO but I kinda have all the services details haha. Every time I bring this up with my counsellor/previous psych/eheadspace/lifeline I get referred on to the same places and I'm too anxious to engage with any of them right now. I just want to feel better And I kind of know what would help but it's just not possible right now.
20-01-2017 09:41 PM
It's okay, I probably deserved it. It happened in front of people, it was supposed to be funny.
yeah I looked at the link @Bree-RO. It's too minor to talk to anyone about
20-01-2017 09:44 PM
Oh true @DruidChild that's good at least you know what will help.. So is it just a matter of time kind of thing? As I have mentioned in the past you're an incredibly strong individual and I really do believe you will make huge positive waves of change in your life.
20-01-2017 09:45 PM
You didn't deserve it @loves netball, I promise. It's not okay for people to touch you sexually in ways that you didn't consent to, ever. What you described sounds Iike it had an impact on you and wasn't funny at all. I'm feeling for you a lot right now, I'm sorry that you're blaming yourself Both this and the sexual harassment are okay to talk about if they're upsetting you.
20-01-2017 09:48 PM
That's kind @Bree-RO, yeah it's a matter of time/getting my anxiety under control/one day having enough money for stuff like clothes and hrt. I hope things get better. Idk if I'm going to be around long enough for them to, though...it's kind of a paradox...I can't survive until things improve but things can't improve unless I survive...
20-01-2017 09:51 PM - edited 20-01-2017 09:53 PM
20-01-2017 09:53 PM
Thanks @loves netball. Don't be sorry for getting upset - don't forget SCBS is there if you need them! Looking forward to talking to you on Monday