20-01-2017 09:59 PM
@loves netball unfortunately it is a part of my job to send emails to members on occassion - you don't have to check it though. See you next week
20-01-2017 10:06 PM
@DruidChild wow that last sentence - ".it's kind of a paradox...I can't survive until things improve but things can't improve unless I survive..." That is incredibly powerful.
Have you ever had a look at other forms of therapy? A bit of a broad question.. But I used to struggle with a couple of the Psychs I had around sexuality/identity etc... My challenges were a little different..I was dealing with sexuality purely.
For me it was transpersonal therapy that won out - but there's whole bunch of different counsellor's around who specialise in different things; sometimes GP's etc don't have all the contact details. Anyway just thought I would send you that brain wave, something to think about another day when you're feeling up to it
21-01-2017 10:06 AM
21-01-2017 10:10 AM
That sounds really frustrating @redhead! Is there anything you could to feel more masculine today if that's how you want to feel? Gender can be painful
24-01-2017 03:29 PM
I need to find someone to talk to about what I brought up last week, but I don't know who.. I'm not sure I can verablly talk about it, because it's silly and was all my fault. Like I can write it down but say it out loud... not really...
Kids helpline is out, case manager out. I still don't have a GP or anyone else. hmmmmmmmmmm
24-01-2017 03:39 PM
24-01-2017 04:22 PM
Thanks for the suggestion @j95 but the two times I've used eheadspace they've told me to stick to kids helpline. And I did kind of talk to KHL about it a year ago on web, but web doesn't really help. I probably didn't word things right before sorry. So I have tried to talk to people via online chats etc but writing it doesn't make it anybetter. So I guess I need to talk to someone verbally but I don't think any of my current supports are right and it sucks soooo much, because I don't know what to do anymore