21-03-2017 04:36 PM
And for example we say self-harm which also could imply a method for many people. So yeah. It's weighing on my mind! Anyway i am sorry to derail this conversation. I will chat to my bosses and see what we can do!
21-03-2017 09:02 PM
My body hates me because of it. I'm scared I'm actually getting sick rather then just going through the motions of disordered eating and body dismorphia. Despite that I still feel way too fat and can't stop my behaviour.
I'm also scared of medical attention because made myself like this. I knew exactly what I was doing and getting into but it didn't stop me, it's liken I wanted my eating disorder. And my old gp just yelled at me when I disclosed this relapse this time last year.
@Bree-RO please edit if too much detail
21-03-2017 09:26 PM
@redhead oh your GP yelled at you? Did that feel intense/unfair/other feeling? I can't imagine how frustrating it must be at times when you are totally aware these thoughts are a symptom of your ED whilst trying to manage them and rewire your brain.
Have you ever met anyone else with an ED?