15-03-2017 04:59 PM
Heya @scared01, nice to 'meet' you too! I've been doing alright, I'm getting over a viral infection so today was my first day back at school for a couple of weeks, which was great but now I'm really tired
15-03-2017 05:18 PM
Yeah school can be tiring sometimes but being ay home sick is worse 😉😚😚
15-03-2017 08:49 PM
15-03-2017 08:54 PM
oh no @DruidChild would you like to talk about how your feeling or whats going on for you tonight? im sure we can help you somewhere along the lines
im far from being ok but im here to help you just as i said i would
im studying medical terminology
15-03-2017 08:59 PM
It's okay @scared01 - if you're not doing so well, you should focus on yourself and what you need. Can we help you at all?
It's kind of everything and the thoughts of wanting to hurt myself are bad but I'm just reading right now and I'll try to go to sleep soon. I'll be okay
Oh, cool. That's kind of similar to me, I'm doing nursing
15-03-2017 09:03 PM
no i can help you through it. do you want to expand abit more on those thoughts @DruidChild
ive dealt with SH and SI very often myself so i might be able to help you
oh thats cool How are you finding that?
15-03-2017 09:10 PM
It just all hurts so badly @scared01. I feel so empty and sad and it hurts. And I'm still really upset over the fact that I was emotionally abused and nobody noticed or did anything and it still has such a huge effect on me and I didn't even know that was what happened. I seem to get more messed up every day. I was really anxious in class and I just wanted somebody to help me but nobody really noticed and then I ended up talking to someone else in my class about whether she was okay/if she was suicidal because she said a bunch of things in class. And she was okay but it was draining. I don't want to do any of this anymore. It hurts too much to pretend to be okay all the time. I want to die.
It's pretty interesting so far. How are you finding your course?
Also I'm totally here if you need support as well You matter so much @scared01