11-03-2017 03:03 PM
Had a really nice couple of hours in the water @Bree-RO
Got to have a pretty big think about things, came up with some interesting stuff in my head. All these people were like mate you aren't going to catch any waves if you go any further and I was like haha I know.
Caught a few on onshore waves when I decided to come back in, although the beach was full of beginners because it was perfect for them.
Also learnt that there is a hole in my wetsuit and I saw a funny dog running all the way down the beach chasing birds that were way too high up on the sky for them to reach, ever.
11-03-2017 04:11 PM
but i dont want to go home and im getting super anxious thinking about it so im sitting in a shopping centre thats about to close
11-03-2017 04:36 PM - edited 11-03-2017 04:37 PM
Hey @j95, from this thread it sounds like you've been through some really intense emotions these past few days, so it's nice to hear that you had a fun few hours today.
Let me know if I'm not quite getting it, since I've kind of come in after a lot has happened, but are you feeling anxious about all of the memories and feelings you'll have about your parents once you get home?
Also what kind of interesting things did you think about? I often find I start becoming super philosophical when I'm out in nature generally
11-03-2017 04:50 PM
And when I was in the water I was thinking a lot about my siblings, and also a bit about how I've challenged, I guess, different stereotypes, norms and also patterns in my family. Among heaps of other stuff I thought about while I'll probably share some time @safari93
11-03-2017 05:01 PM
Those thoughts would be really interesting to share, whenever you're ready to @j95
Is there anything at home that could help you cope with them? Maybe the dogs, or you could work your way up to putting that stuff away. Maybe take the scenic route home, if that helps.
11-03-2017 05:19 PM
I'm fairly close to home already I just stopped before I got there @safari93 I think I'll get my dogs, and then I'll put the things away and they can keep me company while I do that.