10-05-2017 06:30 PM
so firstly i was super panicing to start with but i got there early. parking was shocking and it took me 20 minutes to walk there and then back so good exercise too lol
the room i was in wasnt booked and i was the only one there so prob looked like an idiot
And the people i was asking were confused about it
So now they had to ring the manager
then they couldnt find a room so i had to go wait in a staff room very awkwardly by myself.
oh i was in a hospital btw so it was a nurses staffroom- so pretty nerve wracking
i got into the bulidng ok but i ahd to ask a few nurses where the heck it the meeting room was that i was suppose to be in and as everthing is key coded i couldnt get in anyway so i had to wait for someone so i could ask them to ask if this was the right spot.
i met the supervisior and she was nice. there was another 2 people there but they were already in a medical field before they took on this one
the fella finsihed within like half an hour- there were 10 pages and i was only on my third one when he left.
and the other lady that was there kept sniffing the whole time, and pen tapping, and she had like mentos things so constantly unwrapping one of those and getting up for the bin. that was really annoying
i used up my whole 2 hours and went over it a few times. i got stuck quite a fair bit but i left them and kept doing the bits that i knew then when i did those i started to remember a few more things or as i was going through it prompted me as to the answer so that helped as well. i ahd to guess a few though but i dont think they are right but whats the worst thats going to happen it will be wrong and the ones i guessed were only 2 and they were only 2 marks each anyway so not a huge loss
while i was waiting awkwardly in the staff room i mangeded to get an extra 15 minutes study in- thnking uploading the first and main modules was a good idea as thats the ones with the roots/prefix/suffix things on it so the msot important one.
ill get my results back in about a week so lll be looking forward to getting that and hopefully i pass
after my exam i had my gp appointment and it took me longer to get ot my gp then it did to have the appointment
the results for the ultrasound came back clear and now im really starting to think the pain is imaginary. how can i ahve this much pain and there be nothing wrong.
so today ive been trying mind over matter my brians running in over drive at the moment
and ive been trying to tell myself all day that i cant fele the pain, the stabbing pains arent there no matter how much they remind me. but...... im not really ahving much luck with that so im still trying mind over matter atm just wishing it really wasnt there.
ive been too bsuy, taking people everywhere, cleaning, cleaning horse paddocks- yes i shoudlnt be doing it but im really trying to think as others are and thr pains not there
10-05-2017 06:45 PM
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14-05-2017 07:28 PM
@scared01 well done on finishing your exam!
wow, that's a lot of appointments.
I want to congratulate you on being able to balance study and everything else you've got going on, and I hope you can congratulate yourself as well. You're doing an amazing job!!
My freedom is an agreement with myself. It's an acceptance and love for who I am that isn't dependent on performance or the will of other people - Renee Yohe
14-05-2017 10:02 PM
My nausea is so bad im debating whether to just stay in the bathroom. I keep gagging and its really bad
I cant take the antacids either and i don't know what else is going to help me
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