Hey @Dyl, just joining in on the conversation here! Those sound like some really fun memories with your dad and I'm sorry to hear that you haven't seen him in a while. It must be pretty difficult to meet up with him if he lives somewhere else.
It's good to hear that you do have some people who know about how you feel, so you can talk to them about it while you're preparing yourself to tell your mum. Good luck and let us know how it goes! From my personal experience, honesty with parents is really important, especially with tougher subjects like this - your mum will be glad that you've been so honest with her.
In the meantime, is there another way you can get in contact with your dad - maybe a call or send an email? I find that when I can't meet people physically, staying in contact via the internet can help me feel more connected with others!
