I am glad to hear that you are feeling better and that it has been nice for you to talk with someone about how you have been feeling 
Do you have any enjoyable activities planned for tonight or this weekend that might help you feel a bit better?
Hey @lpdkojnkbhsc
I'm so sorry for what you have experienced and are going through. I'm tearing up just thinking about the pain and loss you must feel, losing someone you loved so dearly to something so sudden. My heart and thoughts go out to you and Dylan's family.
Have you been able to talk to someone about this situation and your feelings about it? My friend is going through the loss of his mother at the moment, and he had held all his feelings in, but when i called him and asked how he was going, he was truthful and he cried. He told me a week later that that phone call made him feel a lot better, and like he wasn't alone through this loss. So maybe for you, if there is a friend, family member or even a trusted teacher that you can reach out to, to talk about this with, maybe it will help you in the healing process.
I found this quote online;
'As long as I can I will look at this world for both of us. As long as I can I will laugh with the birds, I will sing with the flowers, I will pray to the stars, for both of us.'
and found it to be comforting; i see it as a way that although you lost someone you love, they still live on inside of you and never leave you. You are loved, and you are so very strong
Hey @lpdkojnkbhsc it breaks my heart to hear about the loss of your friend I'm so sorry you're going through this. I imagine this kind of thing would leave you feeling shattered, and it's sadly something you're not alone in facing. I hope knowing you're not alone gives you some comfort that there are people out there who understand your pain- and the desire to turn back time and do something different, as if it was your fault or that you could have done something to prevent it.. It sounds like you were such a support to him and kept him going for so long. So please don't feel guilty, there are just so many factors that go on for something like this to happen, it's not your fault, I promise Grief is different for everyone so what you're feeling is okay and it's okay to be sad and miss him. It's okay to want to say goodbye and miss him everyday. He was such an important part in your life and it sounds like you'll never forget him. But hopefully the pain will ease slowly. Dylan is always with you and I'm sure he would want you to know he loved and appreciated you too and that there wasn't anything you could have done
We're here for you okay? You're always welcome to reach out on here for support
Hey @lpdkojnkbhsc
I'm so sorry to hear that and I can't imagine what you are going through right now. Losing someone you truly cared for is very hard, but I also strongly believe you'll get through this. @Claire-RO is such a good example of someone who has gone through similar experiences and is so strong and in a better place.
You have been such a good friend to him and you are such a strong, loving and caring person. You were so appreciated by him and it goes to show what a great person you are.
You'll get through this. Allow yourself to go through the motions and feel things you need to feel. Getting things out, grieving and talking to people can truly help. I'm so proud of you for reaching out here as a good step towards healing.
Hope you're doing ok
