Hello everyone. Ive never been on a site like this so im not exactly sure what im doing. Im on here because im really just not sure what to do anymore. Ive been struggling with my depression for a while now and its only getting worse. I feel stuck, like i dont have a purpose or meaning to my life. I recently moved back in with my family and that has made me stress out ten times more because i feel like i constantly have to put on a happy face, lately ive been snapping on everyone here for really small things and even though i know i shouldnt its like i cant help myself. I want to tell them whats going on but my family doesnt necessarily believe in depression and they would just tell me to "stop being sad". Even writing on here makes me feel bad because i dont want to sound like im whining about my shitty life. I dont want anyones sympathy, i just know i need help.