Every single night
I go to bed, I close my eyes, I go to sleep.
it starts off foggy but then it gets clearer and clearer until it’s like I’m actually living it.
I have nightmares about suicide
im always the protagonist in these nightmares
its always a different way of suicide
im scared of going to sleep
im sleep deprived
i don’t know how to get rid of them
they won’t go away
i have suicidal thoughts every now and then but it’s like my subconscious is constantly having these thoughts
im so tired but I can’t go to sleep
when I have these nightmares it’s like it’s actually happening
i need help
am I going crazy?
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