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Re: TW- what’s holding me back from suicide?

Sorry @Tiny_leaf I have been all over the place today!
It’s still swollen and I haven’t iced it.. it’s also very bruised and very sore! I don’t know if I’ll be able to compete level 6 in 2 months!!! I can’t train bars or do tumbling or hardly anything Smiley Sad
I might just see how my finger goes.. it’s probably nothing
I’m home now! I went home like when you posted

Re: TW- what’s holding me back from suicide?

@Bananatime04 ouch.... Smiley Sad

At least try to see your school nurse tomorrow - she might be able to tell if anything's broken, or at least put a splint on it to help it heal a bit faster.

 

Do you do the thing where you wallow in over-dramatic self pity for a bit? I do that, my friend now rolls her eyes every time I get a paper cut. Apparently paper cuts aren't life threatening.. Smiley Tongue

But yeah, if I broke a finger no one'd be able to shut me up I think.. 

 

And I'm glad that you're home now! Are you doing anything interesting?

I'm just watching tv, so nothing exciting's going on for me rn. 

Re: TW- what’s holding me back from suicide?

I don’t even know if she’s working tomorrow.. she’s not always at school and you usually have to book an appointment to see her. I’ll be fine
Yes I do that all the time! Paper cuts are definitely deadly!!! So painful
I never shut up about small things but I keep the bigger things to myself because no one cares about me
I’m not doing much now. Just laying in bed thinking about things.
Omg I made a new safety plan!!!!

Re: TW- what’s holding me back from suicide?

@Bananatime04 if you never let people know when something's really wrong, how could they get the chance to show you they care?

 

And thank you!! You understand the pain..! I really hate when it's from thick paper/ card...

 

And well done for making the safety plan!!!

Re: TW- what’s holding me back from suicide?

I’m sorry @Tiny_leaf

Re: TW- what’s holding me back from suicide?

What for @Bananatime04?
Here for you.

Re: TW- what’s holding me back from suicide?

Just everything.. I do everything wrong
I’m thinking about quitting gymnastics too. Gymnastics is all I live for and without it, it’s gonna be worth nothing. I am a worthless failure
I’m not loving life anymore. I hate it because everyone hates me. My mum even hates me! Don’t say she wouldn’t because.. she does

Re: TW- what’s holding me back from suicide?

Why would she @Bananatime04?

Re: TW- what’s holding me back from suicide?

I know 100% she does.
I know from the things she does to me and the things she says Smiley Sad

Re: TW- what’s holding me back from suicide?

What did she say?
And are you safe rn?