TW- what’s holding me back from suicide?

[Bananatime04]

It was really late.. it still took me a while but I couldn’t look at my phone any longer.
I’m quitting gymnastics in a couple months 😔

[Tiny_leaf]

@Bananatime04 that must've been a really hard decision to make...

Do you have any ideas on how you'll cope with it? 

[Bananatime04]

Sorry @Tiny_leaf 😔 I’ve been too down to even come here.. I thought I’d be triggering so I just didn’t get help

[Tiny_leaf]

@Bananatime04 that must've been really hard...

Were you able to talk to khl during that time?

[Bananatime04]

No but today she should be on.. idk if it’s on web tho 😔

[Bananatime04]

Didn’t get to talk to her

[Tiny_leaf]

@Bananatime04 that really sucks....

Do you have any secondary supports you can turn to?

[Bananatime04]

No I just gotta wait 😔

[WheresMySquishy]

@Bananatime04  I hope that you get to talk to your KHL counsellor soon. Hopefully there isn't too much of a queue. Is there anything that you can do while you wait? Maybe you can do some online quizzes, read some articles, do some puzzles or play a game while you wait. Or you can talk to us.

[Bananatime04]

Oh no I’m not in the queue.. I still have days before I could possibly talk to her if I’m not busy.
I’ve also been having a few problems 😔