TW- what’s holding me back from suicide?

[xXLexi_Lou122Xx]

Well... That's a bit tricky then...
Idrk how to help then...
Do you wanna play some forum games?

[Tiny_leaf]

@Bananatime04 is something like the health line phone thing useful for him maybe?

At least that way he can get some medical advice.

[Bananatime04]

Thanks Lexi but I don’t really feel like being happy atm.. I’m really not in a good headspace because there’s too much going on. Maybe @Tiny_leaf can do some games with you? I’m sorry

[Bananatime04]

@Tiny_leaf that’s a good thought but I don’t think there’s any chance my pop would do that.. he’s not very keen on getting help and when he does he tries his best to get rid of the help. Idk why he’s just always been that way

[Tiny_leaf]

@Bananatime04 it makes things hard when people won't get help..

In the end though, it's his choice. He's been here a fair while, he will probably have some idea how to take care of himself.

[Bananatime04]

Thanks @Tiny_leaf

[Bananatime04]

OMFG @dncinginthedirt are you over 25 now?! 😢
I forgot the date but I haven’t heard from you in so long 😭

[Bananatime04]

@Tiny_leaf I’m really scared..

[Tiny_leaf]

@Bananatime04 do you think that you could tell your pop that you're worried for him?

[Bananatime04]

He lives 2 hours away and he would be in bed by now.. he has sleep apnea and goes to bed at like 6pm and wakes up at 2-3am
I just don’t know what to do
I really feel like self harming but I’m trying to fight it