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Re: Scared about my future

@scared01I researched the med they put me on and a side effect is psychosis and worsening sever mental illnesses.
I'm hoping it's better than last one they put me on because last time I had a bad psychotic break.

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Re: Scared about my future

@DruidChild this is one of the things getting to me today
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Re: Scared about my future

It sounds very stressful @redhead and rude doctors must have made the experience that much worse Smiley Sad Do you see a gp or nurse who you could talk to about the side effects? How’s it going sorting your magic cards? 

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I don't know @DruidChild.
And I've given up on my cards for now.
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Do you want to talk about how you’re feeling, or make a bit of a self care plan together @redhead? I hear how painful and scary these things are for you, I can imagine it feels overwhelming to deal with these physical problems as well as cope with your mental health Heart

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@DruidChild I wish the tumour wasnt benign so I'd die.
Ive taken my meds so just waiting for them to kick in so I can go.to bed.
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That sounds like a painful thought to sit with @redhead Heart I definitely empathise with struggling when physical illnesses are harmful but not lethal, it’s understandable to feel that way. I am very grateful you’re alive though Heart 

Bed sounds like a good plan, do you like listening to music or anything to relax before sleeping? Heart

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Saw my endocrinologist today. My levels have increased which probably means so has my tumour. And I have thyroid issues now.
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Re: Scared about my future

Wow @redhead I don't have any words to capture how scary I imagine this must be for you. Smiley Sad

Sending you lots of love and support!

// Spiral outward, keep going. //