Hi @scared01,
Thank you for checking back in and letting us know how the last few weeks have been 
It sounds like there has been so much happening for you between home life, work and reduced supports- such a tough time
You mentioned taking each day as it comes and dealing with things when they come up. In many ways, staying in the moment and approaching life for what is directly in front can be helpful, and in other ways it can feel like the waves keep coming. If there is one thing that we see time and time again, it is your incredible resilience in the face of so many life challenges and obstacles. I hear you are feeling tired, and that is understandable On days when it is hard to hold onto hope, I want you to know that we are here for you and we will hold that hope with you
Sending hugs your way today!
@scared01 I'm sorry you lost one of your jobs. That's so awful. 
It really hurts to be replaced. I can relate to your situation because something similar happened to me.
I was fired from a work experience type of position last year at a new company. I was a volunteer yet they expected me to do the work of an experienced paid employee. I believe that the owner fired me so that she could give my role to her boyfriend and pay him for it once they quit their other jobs to focus on their new company full time. I think they used me so that they had someone to do an unpaid job while they got their things in order and planned to eventually dump me all along once the business was more established.
It really upset me at the time and came as a huge blow to my self-confidence. They tried to make me feel as though there was something wrong with me. The owner was a bully and actually implied that I was going to struggle with getting other roles in the future because according to her, no one would want me. I still get angry about it but in the end, it was their loss. I was a hardworking employee who did everything that was asked of me. They never made any effort to get to know me, train me, or make good on the promises they made in the interview. Nothing I did was ever good enough for them, despite doing it exactly the way that they told me to do it and helping them out a lot whilst not being paid. They were really toxic, selfish and unscrupulous people and I'm glad to have got rid of them and found better positions with more supportive staff.
This is a terrible situation now and it may take you a long time to find another position, but it will work out in the end. It's far better to either have no job or work for people who appreciate you than to stay in a bad job working for jerks who aren't going to be loyal. It could end up being a blessing in disguise. You could use the free time to do things that you really want to do, for example. I used my free time to do some online courses, focus on my hobbies, work on my resume, and go on an overseas holiday. I was also able to look for opportunities I wouldn't have otherwise considered. I also found venting about the situation and writing down my feelings helpful.
I don't think you're a failure. You did not lose your job because you were bad at doing it. You lost your job because the owners decided to make a business decision and clearly didn't care about a loyal, hardworking employee like you. It will take time, but you will get through this.
