my last best friend from my friend group is moving to another state and i'm needing support

[musicfan_xo]

@priyaaaa understandable. good luck with your schooling

[celestialdreamer]

@priyaaaa awww that is so kind of you to say, made my day, thank you! I think that sounds like a really good plan, lately I've been realising alone time is actually a beautiful thing, I've been trying to have more 'me' time too and sometimes it is scary, but then I realised I could do things on my own time and do what I genuinely want to do. I love that quote I think that is so beautiful and very very true. I like your plan to naturally gravitate towards people and just I suppose let the chips fall and let the universe do what it shall do. I feel like just suss the vibes and how you feel and decide in the moment once school goes back and also you can always change your mind or decide 'today I'd really like to be by myself' and the next day be like 'no I might sit with this group' etc, I'm not sure if that makes sense I hope it does. Sometimes the things that scare us the most are the best, most worthwhile risk to take. I hope you're having a great day today!

[priyaaaa]

@musicfan_xo thank you !

[priyaaaa]

@celestialdreamer yes, that made sense and thank you! yeah, there's a big chance i might change my mind a lot but i'm excited to see how it all turns out. i hope you're having a good day too  i went to my first 18th yesterday and had some experience sitting alone then, until i was approached by a guy which was surreal yet awesome!

[musicfan_xo]

You're welcome @priyaaaa .

Also hi @celestialdreamer , I like your username. I like yours too Priyaaaa.

[scared01]

hi @priyaaaa
just wondering how your going? how are you feeling about returning to school? im aware school goes back for most somewhere between thursday and monday

[priyaaaa]

@scared01 i'm doing well thank you for asking. school starts tomorrow which i'm nervous/excited about

[celestialdreamer]

@priyaaaa OOooooh that's so exciting your first 18th! I love all these year 12 milestones, also that's so exciting, how did your talk with him go? Does he go to your school/is he someone you could be friends with? I'm also excited and nervous for you, I hope your return to school is good, please update me after tomorrow, I want to hear all about it! Enjoy your last day of holidays

@musicfan_xo thank you very much, it's always fun to see people's fun and creative usernames, I always wonder the story behind people's username, if there is one!

[scared01]

good luck at school today @priyaaaa hope it all goes well

[priyaaaa]

@celestialdreamer i know! the person's 18th i went to is my one friend who i said i don't really connect with anymore but i'm glad i went because of the boy lol! it was good yet surreal because i get little to no male attention, but unfortunately he lives 3 hours away and doesn't have any social media (his sister does but my follow request is still pending). he left the party abruptly and i felt unnecessarily sad after because there's a slim chance i'll see him again, maybe for my friend's 21st?

i really appreciate that you're genuinely interested in how it went 🥺it felt like an entire week went by in those 2 days (thursday and friday) and i was physically exhausted coming home because i barely moved during the holidays but school is pretty good so far! as expected, i still had that awkward feeling while sitting alone but i sat with a group of people who i was already acquaintances and they're alright. lots of icebreakers in classes which were pretty fun, and i socialised a little bit with the people who were sitting next to me. the workload is lower than i expected but at times i felt scared of how hard and stressful this year might be!

again, thank you so much for expressing this much interest like wow it feels like we're friends