Well, I kinda had a bad day today. But I feel good now that someone has said something. Sometimes I just want someone to talk to.
Yeah that sounds pretty harsh, I am here to listen:)!!!!
Do you have anything, in particular, to get off your chest?
I have alot to say, but I feel bad for saying it all. I'll say some of it. My brother has been mean to me alot lately. He has been calling me names like, baby, winge, suckup, loser. And some others that I can't remember, sorry. I've got a bad memory. And, someone I know asked if my parents do anything bout it. My mum was right there when my brother called me a loser, but she did nothing. I just want some friends. :< I home school so I don't have any friends. I feel lonely, I've been wanting to get help for ages. And here I am trying to get help. But, my parents don't know that I am doing this.😔 They probably won't let me. So, I did it without them knowing.
well done for reaching out for some support, that can be so hard to do so well done!
Thank you guys. I told my sister about how I feel, I stuttered alot and it was hard to breath. I am so afraid to tell my mum, i am panicking.
It means alot that you are all supporting me. I thought I was going to loss my best friend today. Thank goodness he didn't go, because he is special to me. And I think ingo through alot, he goes through alot more then me. Ok, thank you all for talking to me. It means alot that i am being supported.
would you like to share more about how your sister reacted and how she might help you?
i really struggle with talking to my mum and sometimes so do my siblings depending on the topic. sometimes one of my younger siblings will talk to me and ask if i could talk to mum instead. maybe your sister could do that for you too to help get your started?
im sorry you thought you were going to loose your best friend today, would you like to talk more about that?
Well, I have a bad memory so I don't fully remember how she reached, but i think she was fine. She has anxiety aswell. No, my sister won't tell my mum for me. She is just as afraid as I am. But, I really wanted to tell my mum. My anxiety seems worse today because I am so afraid to tell mum.
My best friend is in Arizona. There is this game called roblox, I asked to friend him because his character looked cool. And he said to me that he felt a connection with me when I sent the friend request. Like, I remind him of a younger him. Its like we are the same person just different genders. Like we are twin flames or soul mates, we don't really know. But like, we do the same things and we like the same things. He goes through so much though, so much pain and drama. He said that he thinks he has ptsd or bpd. He doesn't fully know, but he said he felt ashamed. And he says that maybe I am his angel, you know.😇 Sent to help him or something. I understand him and he understands me. But yeah, he goes through so much, he has been through alot. I feel so bad for him because I can't do anything. All I can do is say nice things to him like, there is light at the end of the tunnel. And that I am here for him and I care alot about him. Hehe, I talk about him alot sorry. He's just SO awesome. He's my favourite person in the world, he is the best.
i wonder if instead of talking to your mum in person you could write her a note/letter and leave it somewhere for her to read herself? sometimes writing is easier then talking..
He sounds like an amazing friend and your doing really well to support him. perhaps if he needs extra support you could suggest kids helpline for him to talk to a psychologist for free and its confidential as welll
Hey @scared01 it's good to see your name pop up too!! It has been awhile, I hope you've been well 🙂
I'm so sorry for not being on that much.....
I am afraid to even send a note to my mum. I don't know why maybe I'm just afraid that she'll say something mean to me, or yell, or make me cry. I don't really know what to do.😔 I have been feeling so depressed lately. Seems like my depression and anxiety is getting worse.
