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Don't read this. TW

Let's go back to mid 2016. It's winter. It's dark outside. Let's travel to x and into the psych ward.

I'm a patient there. 

I was outside pacing around the courtyard to clear my head. 

I didn't pay any attention to the other person in the court yard because I was really triggered and having a psychotic break down. I was listening to the aliens in my head. 

After a few laps I started to notice him staring at me. Why, I didn't really care.

But then you changed. 

On another lap he assaulted me. That puts it lightly. I froze. What was I meant to do.

It wasn't rape but he probably would have got away with that too. 

Afterwards I retreated to my room. Terrified and broken. Still psychotic. 

I asked for meds and went to bed. 

He got away it. He fucking touched me but I have to pay for it. It's not fair. 

I finally got awesome accommodation but I don't feel safe there because he comes here sometimes. 

 

I give up. I'm going to report the fucker next month and he's going to be accountable for what he did. Maybe then the flashbacks and nightmares would go away. 

 

 

 

@Bree-RO

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Re: Don't read this. TW

Hey @redhead thank you for sharing this story with us all. I appreciate knowing a little more and I hope writing it out has helped somewhat. Glad you're reporting him, will you be liaising with Laurel House to do this? We want you to have as much support as possible during this process.

 

Check in with you tomorrow. Heart

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@Bree-RO I've decided to go to the police myself and use laurel house at a later date if I need them. 

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Re: Don't read this. TW

You are so brave @redhead, thank you for sharing with us. I’m so sorry to hear you’ve had to go through that Smiley Sad. My heart completely goes out to you. I’m very inspired by your strength, I’m very glad you will report him. I hope that this will make you feel better. Have you ever spoken to anyone else about this? 

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@missep I've spoken to a few people about it. 

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A little less victim a little more victory
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Did talking about it with them make you feel a bit better?

Such a tough situation Smiley Sad 

@redhead

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@missep sort of. It's just one of those things that's really hard to get over. 

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just a piece of my history
A little less victim a little more victory
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Why does this still get to me. I should be over it by now. 

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Trying to make my misery
just a piece of my history
A little less victim a little more victory
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@Bree-RO

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Trying to make my misery
just a piece of my history
A little less victim a little more victory
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Hey @redhead which part do you feel you "should" be over?