Things feel like complete shit right now...I don't know where to begin.
I got a job recently, that was a change
I feel like my only best friend never had any interest and only hung around me for pity. I should have fucked off and left her alone from the first day we met. I kept trying to act like I was gonna be some great angel she could turn to and I would run straight over if she needed help...but she has like 5 other friends who can offer her more then what I can...so I don't see the point.
There was some big social event this weekend that I was gonna go to...but I don't see the point.