So recently I feel like a zombie 24/7. I go through every day tasks but I feel dead inside. My boyfriend who I recently found out doesn’t care for me like I thought he did had been my only form of support, but even he felt pushed away from me. I’m starting to think I’m just an awful person who is not worthy of love and there’s nothing more to me than emptiness.
Hey @Olliexia, really sorry to hear how rough things have been for you recently. The empty feeling you describe sounds like a really hard thing to be experiencing every day
Can I ask how long you've been feeling this way? Can you remember back to a time when you felt differently?
There's so many different things that could be affecting the way you're feeling - have you tried talking to anyone else about this? A friend or family member? A good place to start getting some insight into what's going on for you is to speak to your GP, or to a counsellor. What do you think about seeking that kind of support?
@Olliexia I really hope things will get better for you ♥️♥️♥️ you are NOT an awful person and you’re 100% worthy of love. you’re having problems but remember your problems do not make you. the problems you’re going through are awful, you’re not! ♥️♥️♥️ you’re a wonderful person and i hope the sucky times pass.
@Sammyye this is such a beautiful reply with so much compassion and support.
that sounds pretty hard to cope with, well done for reaching out for supports here.
Im sorry about your boyfriend but that means more about him then it does about you.
You are definenetly not an awful person unworthy of love, when people are struggling it is hard to reach out for help and that can often lead to others feeling pushed away when in reality it is usually because we dont know what to say or ont want to burden others.
does this sound like something thats happened/happening for you?
@Olliexia really glad you're finding the support here helpful.
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