Re: Feeling low
Hey @j95, one thing about RO that's super rad is we can sometimes just sit with each other through pain and yarn it out.
I know you mentioned you can't explain it - but please feel free and remember I am here to edit if needs be. I am happy to sit with you through this and be there as is @loves netball and @letitgo - that's why we're here! You already know we think you're awesome, what do you want to feel instead of feeling the way you do right now?
Re: Feeling low
I don't feel like I am @Alison5 and I haven't been doing anything just in bed like I have been for the last couple of days
@Bree-ROi can't, I can't find the words. everything is just so unappealing and just gross and I can't bring myself to do anything. I don't even want to leave the house. I keep telling myself everyone is deliberately pushing me away and upsetting me because nobody cares. Everything is falling apart. I feel so small. It's like I can't stop crying because everything is so crap but I'm so damn anxious all the time. And I am angry. I hate myself for being this way. And I'm being a gigantic jerk to everyone around me because everything in my head is too much. I've thought about hurting myself, again and again until I can't feel it anymore, maybe I can begin to replicate that pain that dad always gave me because that's what I deserve
I can't do it @loves netball
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