Re: HOCD or in denial?! I feel like I'm losing my mind
Hi @Sandra1001, welcome to RO and thanks for sharing what's been going on for you, it sounds like you're working through some stuff with regards to a conflicting value between your past beliefs and present experiences. If you haven't already I would really encourage you to read through @gina-RO post, just before yours, as this may help to normalise what's been going on for you and give you a little more understanding around sexuality in general. So let us know if you find it helpful
Also just a quick note I've sent you an email if you could please check it out!