Hopeless. (TW)

[redhead]

@Taylor-RO the borderlands series.

I spoke to the manager where I live about how I'm feeling. He suggested I call CATT

[redhead]

I've had to come into emergency...I find hate this shit

[litgym]

ED is not fun but im really happy you are in good hands now

what happened ? 

[redhead]

@litgym I didn't want to be handcuffed again so I got the manager to bring me in because I'm unwell.

[redhead]

I hate it how when youre suicidal and ask for help you're ignored and put last.

Good thing I'm severely paranoid and agitated because waiting rooms are great for that (sorry bout the sarcasm)

[Taylor-RO]

Hey @redhead, I think it is amazing that you chose to take yourself to emergency. It isn't easy and takes a lot of strength to make that choice. So very proud of you Is there anything that you can do to ease the wait? Is the manager still there with you?

[redhead]

@Taylor-RO the manager just dropped me off. I'm listening to music trying to keep the noise from my head down

[redhead]

Today's going to be a bad day

[bigavocado]

Hey @redhead, its great that you recognised that the ED was where you needed to be! I am impressed with the strength you have demonstrated. I really hope you can do something today to distract yourself or make yourself feel better. I really believe in you and your strength!! Sending virtual hugs 

[bigavocado]

@redhead first off, thank you for being honest. I would really love if you can make yourself safe instead today. It would be really great to get a bit more sleep before you doing anything. I think calling kids helpline or other resources available on the site, perhaps eheadspace, would be good. I am so sorry you are feeling like this, but please believe me when I say I care about you and you are really valued here.