I can't cope

[redhead]

I feel so fucked. I don't even know why. I can't explain what's going and the other stuff I can explain is against the guidelines.

I want to give up. I don't want to be strong anymore.

[Bee]

Hey @redhead sounds like you're really struggling right now.
DO you want to talk about it?

[redhead]

@Bee I don't know how to talk about it

[Bee]

That sounds really hard @redhead

[redhead]

I hate flashbacks. I hate bulimia. I hate being homeless. I hate crying. I hate being so unstable. I hate feelings. I hate myself. I hate my past.
I want to make it all go away.

[Mayaa99]

@redhead

Would it helped if you tried to write it down as a creative writing piece? I read that you enjoy doing that?

[redhead]

@Mayaa99 I'm just gonna try to sleep.

[Bee]

That sounds like a good idea @redhead
Remember to reach out to SCBS if you're feeling distressed over night.

Hope you can have a restful sleep

[honky]

hey @redhead, I hope that you were able to get some sleep last night. How are you feeling this morning?

[redhead]

I slept like shit again. I'm getting really sick of not sleeping.

I'm ok atm, I went to my community group with dad. Next week is the last for the year