Yeah @Tiny_leaf . When my anxiety is really bad it's constant and I've had it since early this afternoon. 
I've just been playing games to try and distract myself but it's not really working. If anything the games are actually irritating me. I think I'll have a shower and see how I feel after that. My boyfriend should be home soon and hopefully that will help ease this anxiety. I don't even know what I'm specifically anxious about. But everything feels so overwhelming.
I had a tough conversation with my boyfriend about this whole situation i'm dealing with at home @Tiny_leaf . Cause he is angry about it because I am so unhappy and this has been going on for a long time. He reckons I am talking about it but not doing much about it to change the situation. He doesn't mean that "i haven't tried or I haven't done what I can." He just means that I have asked my housemate to clean up and i've put up with things but I do have choices, aka, move out. It's clearly not working out. I have to be more upfront with my housemate and ask her to clean up her stuff and keep the 'community' areas clean, and if she doesn't do it then I have to move out. I'm going to give it a month. 1 more month. Every day I'm going to ask different things to get tidied and keep asking until they are at a decent standard. And if she cannot uphold it, then i'm moving out. I'm going to start saving for bond money and keep working as much as I can.
This whole thing really sucks.
