@TOM-RO@WheresMySquishy being empathetic feels like a curse and a blessing. I'm learning to trust to gut instinct. It's hard to trust my mind sometimes, but I guess I need to remind myself my feelings and experiences are real. I often find myself stuck within myself. I did not realise how lonely and lost I was until a few months ago. Then it came back. I started feeling detached, I became an invisible ghost. There is nobody I can really turn to and let it out. Sometimes I wish I could go backwards to an easier time. But you can only go forwards.
When I'm with people I feel like a completely different person. I may appear I have my life together. When I'm not stuck in my thoughts I do not feel like I'm drowning. Maybe I'm also afraid of giving people the impression I'm unhappy.