Just...

[redhead]

Not fucking coping anymore. I want to scream and cry and curl up into a ball and stop existing.

It's just everything feels too hard. I've been pretending like its all rosey and then I just can't anymore. 

[mrmusic]

Hey @redhead, sorry to hear this.

Are you still in the program at the moment? If so, do you think you would be able to approach a staff member to tell them how you are feeling? Please also remember the helplines too.

[Erin-RO]

@redhead I think @mrmusic took the words right out of my mouth... Do you feel you can stay safe and maybe have a chat to a staff member or helpline?

[redhead]

@mrmusic @Erin-RO I spoke to staff and took some meds.

Tonights just not my night. The voices are really bad this evening

[mrmusic]

You are awesome @redhead - I'm glad you were able to do that, and I hope the meds help.

What are you up to tonight?

[Erin-RO]

You should be really proud of yourself @redhead you're taking a lot of positive steps and hopefully things will have improved soon 

[roseisnotaplant]

How you going today @redhead??

[redhead]

@roseisnotaplant I've been trying to keep distracted today.
Though I'm really scared about tonight though

[Bee]

@redhead why are you scared about tonight?

[redhead]

@Bee I'm over on my birthday thread.