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Re: Lost my mind.

Hey there @redhead

 

I am sorry to hear about what happened, it sounds like last night was incredibly difficult. I can see that you tried to keep yourself safe by going for a walk and reading your safety plan despite how difficult things were. Is there any self-care you can do today?

 

Will you be seeing your CM soon? 


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I am finishing with ReachOut this week, say good-bye here. I'll miss you all!

Re: Lost my mind.

@Jay-RO I'm seeing my CM at 1.
I saw my gender Dr this morning and I got my T dose increased. This isn't even making me fucking happy. I hate fucking schizoaffective. Even here blasting headphones as loud as I can I'm fucking hearing voices and shit.

I wish I could share some of my writing about how I'm feeling and about the beings but 90% is probably out of guidelines.
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Re: Lost my mind.

I can't do this fuck life.
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Re: Lost my mind.

Hey there @redhead, are you safe right now?

Even though it hasn't made you feel happy, it's wonderful to hear that your dr is increasing your T dose. Although you're unable to share it, did writing about how you're feeling help at all? It's great to see how mindful you are of our community guidelines.

Do you think you'd be able to tell your CM about how you're feeling?

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I am finishing with ReachOut this week, say good-bye here. I'll miss you all!

Re: Lost my mind.

I'm safe until I see my CM.

It did feel good to write about it. I'm going to show my case manager
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Re: Lost my mind.

Hey @redhead, thank you for confirming your safety Smiley Happy Will you be able to make a plan with your CM to help you stay safe tonight?

I'm glad that writing it out was helpful for you, showing it to your CM sounds like a great idea. I hope you're meeting with them goes well.

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I am finishing with ReachOut this week, say good-bye here. I'll miss you all!

Re: Lost my mind.

I'm talking with my case manager. They are planning to admit me to the psych ward.
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Re: Lost my mind.

The Dr in ward refused me entry despite the work of outpatient Dr and CM
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Re: Lost my mind.

So apparently the Dr on the ward won't admit me despite everything that happened proir to and at outpatient
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Re: Lost my mind.

@redhead did they say why? it could be that there are no beds..... idk seems weird that one doctor is stopping something that 3 other people think is a good idea....