I am trying to balance everything i do i am just having so much trouble with my OCD stuff at the moment. I tried really hard to get some control back but i messed up and now it is back because i couldn't just do one thing it asked. i had a delicate balance and i messed up again. and i am tired but now i am even more stuck because i did another thing i wasnt meant to do and i cant even tell anyone because then i will be in trouble again and after what i did this time i dont have as much sway because it is mad and i am such an idiot. why do i have to mess everything up i am trying so hard and i am tired and i just i am not even allowed to say it.
It sounds like you have a lot going on and you are doing your best to keep on top of things . Coming here to talk shows how strong you are and how hard you are working! I know you spoke about things getting messed up, would you feel comfortable to let us know a bit more of what is happening for you ?
There are people here that know what it is like to struggle with OCD.
Hey @Eden1717, I haven't been through OCD myself but I just want you to know that you're not alone and there are a lot of people on the forums who are here to support you
“Your now is not your forever."
― John Green, Turtles All the Way Down
Hey @Eden1717 . It's really good that you can share these things and keeping busy with uni sounds great! That shows committment. I know being OCD with things can be tough, and I agree with what the others have said. We are after all only human. I have an awful habit of being too hard on myself. It sounds like you might be too. We're here for you!
I'm wondering if you have any supports around you at the moment for your OCD?
sending you my thoughts!
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