cancel
Showing results for 
Search instead for 
Did you mean: 
Main content skiplink
Join an event. Happening today.

Paranoid

I'm getting paranoid that the aliens are manipulating the nurses to hurt me. They're out to get me. And the drs hate me, they want me to suffer and love causing me pain by refusing me stronger pain meds, the aliens got to them too. And I'm scared the aliens are letting other people in my head to hurt me and hate me.
I don't trust anyone. I don't even trust my case manager rn and she's always been there for me. I can't tell her what's because something bad will happen and then she'll abandon me. I can't talk to staff here because their being influenced by the aliens, the drs are in league with them, the other patients just judge me and know what's in my head.

I can't deal with this I want to go home
redhead
redheadPosted 23-06-2017 10:31 PM

Comments

 
redhead
redheadPosted 24-06-2017 08:11 PM
I want to go home I can't deal with this.
 
 
TOM-RO
TOM-ROPosted 24-06-2017 08:53 PM

@redhead I think you're doing really well considering the circumstances. I know this may sound very simple and I know you have heard it before. But when it gets too overwhelming try and just focus on your breath. Even if you simply attempt to slow it down a little bit. Again, like what was said earlier...you have dealt with intensity before and you do amazingly well at just getting by. You know we all want to see you do well. Go easy on yourself.  

 
redhead
redheadPosted 24-06-2017 05:57 PM
I told some of this to my nurse, she just said there's nothing to be paranoid about. The voices got really angry I told my nurse and now something bad is going to happen. I was such an idiot.
 
redhead
redheadPosted 24-06-2017 08:35 AM
@Sally-RO they're part of the problem, I can't talk to them
 
Sally-RO
Sally-ROPosted 23-06-2017 10:40 PM

hey @redhead things sound very, very intense for you at the moment. Unfortunately we are not trained to deal with mental health crisis here at Reachout so it's very important you speak to the professionals that are around you at the moment as hard as that maybe.

You have been through similar situations in the past and have gotten through it for the best @redhead I glad you have taken your sleeping tablets to get some rest for the night

Welcome back!

Join the Community

ReachOut is confidential & anonymous.

8+ characters, 1 capital letter, 1 lower case letter and 1 number

This site is protected by reCAPTCHA and the Google Privacy Policy and Terms of Service apply.