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Re: Please help

Which helpline did you try @Eden1717? Perhaps there's another one you could try though if you'll prefer waiting, that's always ok!

If laughing helps, I can always link you to some videos now which I'm watching right now to help keep you busy?

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@RevzZ I tried kids helpline and lifeline. i have tried suicide call back and headspace as well before none seem to be helpful i want i cant even explain it i just feel really uncomfortable. trying to laugh isnt helping either nothing is. 

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Perhaps tomorrow will be a better day @Eden1717? How are you feeling right now from 1-10?

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@RevzZ well if 0 is bad and super agitated and really uncomfortable then then i am at about a 1.5 

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Have you felt this way before @Eden1717? Perhaps we could try tweaking a couple of things that worked in the past to see if that works?

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@RevzZ I have had this feeling many times normally nothing works i just have to wait but it can last over a month so idk what to do. 

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I know you've said you can't express everything you're feeling at the moment @Eden1717 so perhaps writing just a bit of it might help? Or you could try doing something physically tiring so that sleep might become easier and it'll help keep you occupied? Like punching a pillow or jumping up and down on it (the bed I mean, or you could jump on the pillow I suppose)?

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I dont know what the hell is going on with me anymore but this is getting annoying i literally cant stop like i feel pressured to keep doing things and i feel angry and irritable all the time and i cant sleep and everything is bothering me and i want to scream at everyone. and like there is this weird feeling inside me that i dont know how to explain but it makes me want to stab myself over and over again i just cant stop everything in my head i feel like i need to be talking all the time too like i need to be constantly having conversations with people and i am working so so hard to hold everything back but part of me doesnt care and i think i am psychic and also i feel like i was chosen for something but i dont know what and i feel like i have to fix the worlds problems and my head feels like it is going to like explode or something i just dont know what is going on but i am also absolutely sure that my meds cause brain damage and i am not taking them for a lot of other reasons too but i am sure they are going to hurt me and this is going to turn into a huge rant and i just want to scream at everyone because everyone is annoying me and i am really impatient and i just cant wait for things and i cant stop listening to music and it is like i cant focus and i just want to kick stuff but then others times i want to save the world and i feel like i have to like my brain is in over drive and ugh I WANT TO SCREAM and everything is so annoying and sometimes i feel like i have magical powers and then ugh i just i cant even explain it. Also i am really mad at my doctor and everyone tbh i dont even know why but it is like i just hate everything and i want to rip my hair out and sometimes everything is going fast in my head but other times i just feel normal and then i am like well maybe there is nothing wrong and i kind of dont think there is like maybe something is just sending me bad energies and i dont know who or what also there is an evil spirit following me and he wont leave me alone and i am getting really annoyed and i keep wanting to tell it to F-off but then i am like that is rude and i dont really want to be rude but like ugh i am just so annoyed at literally every little thing and honestly i feel like strangling something like i wont but i feel like it and part of me doesnt want to sleep and then also i feel kind of tired but not as tired as i should and and no one listens to me and i screwed everything up with my rabbit so now she doesnt like hugs and only likes to be petted and ugh i just i want to yell at everything and sometimes i get mad at plants because they are annoying but then i feel bad cause i can feel their energy and stuff and i dont want them to get bad energy and like i feel like i cant be open with my mental health workers because they wont believe me about a lot of things and i just feel this huge pressure inside of me and i cant make it stop or get rid of it and i try and exercise but like then there is just more and i am pretty sure someone is trying to hex me and ugh i cant i just i want to scream everything is so annoying and i am sorry this is also so long i feel like i could keep going forever i dont even know what about well i mean there is a lot going on and i just i am holding it in because i dont want them to find out like last time because that was bad and i need to feel more again and someone/thing is trying to get into my head and ugh i cant this is too much. 

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@RevzZ I wrote this somewhere else (above post  but it is still how i am feeling and i feel like i cant ugh i dont even know. 

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That is definitely a lot that you're feeling at the moment @Eden1717. You've said you sometimes feel like kicking something so could hitting a pillow help?