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Sick of it

I hate living with trauma I hate being angry and i hate being everything I am and I'm so mad and what the fuck did I do to deserve this probably everything I hate being dumb and useless and stupid 

Just another idiot post but stupid useless dumbfuck j95 so just ignore it it's not worth your time 

 

//You can stay afraid, or slit the throat of fear and be brave//

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@j95 I relate to this, it's not stupid.
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Well I'm a useless idiot should of been abandoned at birth and just died in the gutter
//You can stay afraid, or slit the throat of fear and be brave//

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And this thread is example of how I can't control myself and I fail to just be a normal fucking human being 

//You can stay afraid, or slit the throat of fear and be brave//

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@j95 this thread doesn't make you pathetic or less of a human. Reaching out for help is really important and shows strength.
I'm really glad you're here and chatting to us. Is there anything that's happened today to make things so difficult.
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Trying to make my misery
just a piece of my history
A little less victim a little more victory
-Icon for Hire

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It makes me pathetic that I continue to sook and carry on when I should know better @redhead
I don't want my mum to come out of jail
//You can stay afraid, or slit the throat of fear and be brave//

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@j95 dealing trauma has no time limit.
Is that a possibility of happening soon. It's understandable you're upset.
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Trying to make my misery
just a piece of my history
A little less victim a little more victory
-Icon for Hire

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Yeah well I should be doing better than I am @redhead It's the past why does it still affect me so much why am I an idiot
Yes it's going to happen soon and I'm scared shes leaving jail and then going to a different facility but im not sure how long that's for or what it involves I just heard from that from my half brother he has contact with her
//You can stay afraid, or slit the throat of fear and be brave//

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@j95 that sucks. I don't know what to say to make it easier for you.
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Trying to make my misery
just a piece of my history
A little less victim a little more victory
-Icon for Hire

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Why do I let what my parents did dictate my life
//You can stay afraid, or slit the throat of fear and be brave//