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Re: TW I really really hate myself

@Tiny_leaf none. I stopped them. I just suffer Smiley Sad
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@Bananatime04 how about we brainstorm some coping ideas so you don't have to suffer so much?

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@Tiny_leaf I don’t know how to say this but.. I like the pain
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@Bananatime04 of self harm?

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@Tiny_leaf no.. the pain of suffering. It’s like punishment. If I stopped the urges then I wouldn’t be struggling. I believe that I deserve to suffer, letting myself is kind of like my way of harming myself without letting people down by actually causing physically visible harm. And it’s easier to hide. It’s just not the same kind of harm, that’s why I want to go back but I don’t want to disappoint people in my life Smiley Sad
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@Bananatime04 how about we find some ideas anyway?

You don't have to use them, but you can if you want.

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@Tiny_leaf I don’t want to waste your time.. I know a few. Holding ice cubes, drawing lines on my arms, snapping a rubber band on my wrist, distractions, having a freezing cold shower and your idea of the butterfly.. I stopped using them all because I found making myself struggle with it was harm without anyone knowing
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I have a problem
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What's your problem @Bananatime04?

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@Tiny_leaf I am on my 37th self harming related YouTube video