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Re: TW: Permanent scars, not taking care of my health, losing emotions, and I just can't be okay rn.

@xXLexi_Lou122Xx I missed your reply somehow sorry..!

 

That sounds so cool!!!

 

And we perhaps have a new topic for the debate thread; olives are amazingSmiley Tongue

Especially the subway ones.

 

How did dinner go, was it good?

Re: TW: Permanent scars, not taking care of my health, losing emotions, and I just can't be okay rn.

Haha, sure!
Why not?

Dinner was good, but there were too many people there. Sooo loud, and I was already exhausted from rehearsal. Not to mention being female is annoying. If you get my drift...

But the food was pretty good. We had Ikea meatballs, chicken, chicken with some form of sauce, rice, and salad. There was nachos too, but I hate nachos.

Ugh. School is back today, and I'm still very very tired.

Lord help me.... :/ Smiley Sad

Re: TW: Permanent scars, not taking care of my health, losing emotions, and I just can't be okay rn.

@xXLexi_Lou122Xx oof.. yeah that's not ideal...

 

Ikea food's so good! Honestly a little too good for a furniture store Smiley Tongue

 

I hope that school was okay, do you have any self care planned for afterwards? 

Re: TW: Permanent scars, not taking care of my health, losing emotions, and I just can't be okay rn.

Oof, I'll say.

I know right?!
My favourite is definitely the meatballs. They have such a great taste, that I can't describe. Smiley Very Happy

I guess school was okay. My classes changed a little bit, but not very much. The only ones that have/will definitely change, is my tutorial (one day elective), and HPE. My P.B.L. (main elective) has changed, I'm doing hospitality. Yay! I really want to change my math class though... Don't get me wrong, the teacher is really nice, but she can't control the mix of kids. The teens that are in my class all act like 2 year olds.

I hope I can move class soon. Maybe if I study hard enough, I can get a better mark, and move classes next term. I don't even think that will work... *Sigh*

Oh well.

Re: TW: Permanent scars, not taking care of my health, losing emotions, and I just can't be okay rn.

Ah that sucks, i definitely remember finding it distracting when I was in a disruptive class. I know the year is halfway done, but is it possible you could just ask to change class anyway? tbh teens can defs act like 2 year olds haha, but it tends to get better the older you get. I found that by year 11 most kids had calmed right down and everyone was focussed.
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Re: TW: Permanent scars, not taking care of my health, losing emotions, and I just can't be okay rn.

Thank you @MisoBear.
It is, but I don't really want to have to ask, just because the class is full of dickheads.

I realise that people are better when they're older, but that because all the people that don't want to be at school, all drop out.

I'm not dropping out, because I want to go to uni and get a good job. I want to be a psychologist when I leave school! I can help the kids at school when nobody else understands. Including some psychologists.

I mean, I already help support others here on the forums, and I love to take care of my friends when they feel alone.

Even my mum agrees. But I don't really know what I can do about getting a good degree, if I can't even talk to a Head Of Department (HOD) about changing a class. Especially when I need more help with math than others do, because I'm so behind from my class being assholes.

*Sigh*

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Sometimes it can feel like a LOT to ask, but put yourself first. If you're behind because of others, do what's best for you and don't worry about bothering others. As you say, school is important so if changing class will help I say give it your best shot. I'm actually studying to be a psychologist, so I think that's great that you want to become one too.

Also, I would actually say it's generally not because people drop out. No one in my year level at school dropped out. I think it's actually more to do with people maturing and becoming more focused on their futures like you are now. People mature at different rates, and so it can be frustrating now when people are acting like dickheads, but I know from experience it will get better! Keep on keepin' on, you're doing well!

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“Your now is not your forever."
― John Green, Turtles All the Way Down

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Thank you @MisoBear.
I must've missed you're reply. Nevermind, I found it now!

I am definitely putting myself first, but I got into the swing of doing that, and made myself pass out today.
I forgot to eat my lunch, before running 400m. It was sports day at school, and we don't have set times to eat, so I forgot to eat some food before running. I got to about 3/4 of the track, and then passed out. We weren't allowed to walk in any part of it, so that also contributed to it. I didn't eat a proper breakfast either, so I guess I could have taken more care of myself. But it's sports day, and we don't have a set time to eat. So I have a reason to forget to eat. I'm so used to having a set time, for eating.

Anyway, I came first in javelin yesterday, because I was the only one to sign up. I came second to the most athletic girl in my age group, and fourth in the 100m sprint.

Re: TW: Permanent scars, not taking care of my health, losing emotions, and I just can't be okay rn.

Hey @xXLexi_Lou122Xx , that's okay, sometimes that happens! I definitely do that when I'm in the swing of things. Do you think it might help to just keep a little snack like a piece of fruit or some nuts on you when you're doing events like sports days (even a packet of sultanas or something in your pocket) so in case you forget to eat? I try to always take a snack with me wherever I go. 

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Re: TW: Permanent scars, not taking care of my health, losing emotions, and I just can't be okay rn.

@xXLexi_Lou122Xx I can be pretty awful with eating too. It's bad for my migraines. But I agree with @MisoBear it does help to have snacks. My mum ensures I leave with food when I go to uni.

I think it's amazing how you want to be psych. I'm study psych here, it's a long road, but I think it is a rewarding one. I think society needs more people like you.