Hey @Bananatime04 , that's a lot of painful thoughts and feelings.
How do you feel after venting them here?
You're doing amazingly seeking support, and talking about things in a way that is helpful for you.
You deserve this badge (made by insta artist JanelleSilver):
Thank for for starting a new thread, and for adding a TW to this - really appreciate you thinking about other people who might read it.
It's good to always remember that this forum receives a lot of views, and that your posts will always be read by a lot of other people - something to keep in mind when deciding whether or not to post something.
If you feel like you just need a vent, but don't need or want anyone else to read it, or if it could be distressing for others to read- could you try writing it up on the forum, but not posting? It will stay in your drafts, un-posted.
The other option is writing it in a diary, or on a note in your phone?
I want you to know every single thing on that list is wrong, you aren't a burden, a failure, a waste of space etc. I think it's very important to talk to someone about how your feeling face to face so you can get more immediate support. How do you feel about seeing a counsellor or psychologist? Thinking of you xx
Hey @Bananatime04, I'm glad to hear that you feel better after journalling this out. 
I'm sorry that people are saying those comments to you, and I can hear how hard that is to deal with. I think that seeing the school psychologist is a great idea, and it looks like you have some support in the meantime with KHL, beyondblue and eheadspace.
Have you spoken to any of your other supports about some of this heavy stuff?
as well as journal ling How do you feel about giving that a go @Bananatime04?
