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Re: TW- what’s holding me back from suicide?

@Bananatime04 yeah, I've had that feeling a lot..

Did you want to talk about it for a bit? 

Re: TW- what’s holding me back from suicide?

Yes please! I’ve been trying to talk to a friend and it ended up being a good distraction but they didn’t understand my problem so we avoided it

Re: TW- what’s holding me back from suicide?

@Bananatime04 was there a specific trigger for the feeling at all?

I know that I'd get the feeling a lot when voices were happening...

 

Though one way I responded to them was to ask what actually makes a person useful?

Who am I meant to be useful to, and why am I meant to be used?

Because being called useless made me feel like I failed, but then I started wondering what is was I was failing at (other than spelling... I'm definitely not good at spelling)

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Re: TW- what’s holding me back from suicide?

Yea I have had voices all day and they’re asking me questions like that and answering them for me and it’s making me really sad

Re: TW- what’s holding me back from suicide?

@Bananatime04 that sucks... are they doing anything at the moment? 

Re: TW- what’s holding me back from suicide?

Yes.. I literally can’t stop them
They’re so loud

Re: TW- what’s holding me back from suicide?

You don't have to stop them or control them, you just need to get through this. They'll go away at some point.

 

One thing that kinda worked for me was to have boring conversations, like:

"You're a ****!!"

"Right.. anyway, do you know how to solve this maths problem?"

"You can't even figure it ou-"

"I think I'd carry the three, than multiply those together..."

"Listen to me now-"

"Ooooooh, I'd divide that first, of course! Thanks for the help!"

 

Idk, it just seems to confuse/ annoy them into shutting up. 

Re: TW- what’s holding me back from suicide?

I’m sorry for leaving.. I couldn’t concentrate with them

Re: TW- what’s holding me back from suicide?

It's okay; how're you doing?

Re: TW- what’s holding me back from suicide?

@Tiny_leaf I feel like they’re controlling me 😭 like I couldn’t even post because of it and I just couldn’t stop crying and it’s so hard