Hey @Bananatime04, I haven't moved anything at all. It appears you have two threads with the same title. It could maybe be a glitch? How do you feel about making a new thread anyhow? Both of these threads are quite long. They have moved away from the topic of conversation which is totally fine but we try to avoid diary like threads - it can be confusing at times. I could even move some of your more recent posts about school/assignments into a new thread, if that helps? Maybe you could even comment in the high school support thread? I think you would have a lot of experience and insight to offer the community. Sometimes it really helps to hear from others in a similar position 
What do you think?
I’ve actually just got on top of all my assignments so I’m going good at the minute but I’ll have a look at it after I talk to my counsellor.. I actually just missed her when I went to get a drink so I have to wait again!
I might make a new thread but I think I’m gonna make it about things that have been triggering me lately.. like my best friend feeling the way I have been feeling and being open about it is so hard to hear for me
@Gatluakhey 
I’m so sorry that suicide has even been a thought of yours. I know it’s not easy but I really want you to know, I’m so proud of you. Not only are you still here, but you reached out and have opened up to us about what you’re going through. Both of those things are really hard for a lot of people to do and you are incredibly brave. A lot of people have been stabbed in the back by COVID19 so please know you aren’t alone. We are all in this together and if you ever need help with anything, this community will be by your side the whole way I know suicide may seem like the only solution right now but trust me, it’s been a consideration of mine for over a year and I finally realised that it’s not even a solution really. You are loved. Although you are a new member here, you are part of this community now, we love you and will always lend a helping hand. Have you heard of the quote “suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem”? Hang in there, you’re not in this alone and you leaving this earth will not solve your problem, it will pass it on to your loved ones. The fact that you reached out and told us here what you’re going through, tells me you still have a little bit of hope. Is that right? Everyone has their lowest times in life (a lot of people all around the world are right now) but you will bounce back stronger and happier than before! I know it’s hard but if you give up, how will you get to see that? It will just take time.
If you feel as if your mental health is getting in the way of any other aspect of life, it is okay to take some time to look after yourself and get back to those things later.
When you said “ I feel like if I was anyone else they would kill themselves.” that was also something I thought to myself and I really beat myself up for this reason because I thought it was unfair that I had to suffer when I knew someone else wouldn’t have made it that far. But guess what, you are you. You are not anybody else. You are stronger than that! Suicide isn’t the answer
Can you please do me a favour, and keep going? If you ever feel like you want to end your life or you have absolutely anything on your mind that’s bothering you, you can reply to this post and I will be here almost instantly or you can press the “@“ and write bananatime04 I know how it feels to go through what you’re going through, but I’m still here, I’m stronger and I know you can do it too. There is hope
I’m thinking of you! You can do this xx
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