Oh and just to let you know could you please say "self-harm" or "hurt" or something like that instead of something more specific about a self-harm method. The reason we don't get to specific is that a lot of people here are recovering from that, and sometimes hearing about a specific method can be a bit of a reminder, you're not in trouble or anything though, just a heads up for next time
Hi @anonymousnobody, thanks for sharing. I admire how brave you are for sharing that with us.
I understand that you must be enduring a lot of pain and heart ache. As @scared01 & @Ben-RO has mentioned, I think contacting those services would be very beneficial for you, especially when you're self harming. They are also free and confidential
Please keep in touch with us, and let us know how it goes