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Will I ever be ok

I want to know or I don't want to live anymore.

 

I'm just so sick of being crazy 

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Re: Will I ever be ok

@redhead I don't think you're crazy- I think you're just struggling and trying your best to get through. Life can be really tough and painful but there comes a time where things do feel okay and more manageable- it's just about getting through the storm. Sounds like there's part of you that's hoping for better things to come @redhead?

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It's been this way 15 years. I don't think it's ever going to get better
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Re: Will I ever be ok

15 years is a long time @redhead you must be exhausted. How have you gotten through those 15 years? What has actually kept you going? 

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I don't know anymore.
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Re: Will I ever be ok

That's okay @redhead- please give yourself a bit of self-love and care tonight. I'm sending some your way! Are you feeling safe tonight @redhead

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I do for now
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Re: Will I ever be ok

Look after yourself @redhead I know life isn't easy but your strength in persisting with life is pretty damn impressive! <3 

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Many of us go through a stage like this, I am at the moment as you already know. If you communicate with the right people, raise the flag on the issue to loved ones around you and enjoy being you. I know the long periods of time are hard to manage but I'm here to help you. I've gone through (and still going through) 7 years of feeling that I'm not up to par to what the world wants but know that there is always a good outcome to horrible things in any way shape or form.

- We ourselves as mortals, but our souls are not. This what keeps us going -

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@Jeplar thanks for the reply..


I'm so fucking angry today. I don't know why. I wish I was fucking out of this world/this pain.
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Trying to make my misery
just a piece of my history
A little less victim a little more victory
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