Hey @blu3 wow you are such a self aware, intelligent fourteen year old 
Thank you so much for this post. Anxiety can be a really hard one, it's a very physical and mental experience so very well done on reaching out for support. Many of our members can relate, a few of them live with G.A.D and for the rest of us, at some time or another we've had to work through anxiety. Are you receiving any support for your anxiety at this stage? I am going to tag some other members for feedback 
I have moved your post here to get some more applicable support
A fair few of the users around here have experience with anxiety. I'm sure they'll come and respond with some tips
I myself suffer from anxiety and I know how hard it can be to get through it at times. Right now I cannot think of what helps me, but I'll come back to it.
When you say that you want to end things, what things are you referring to?
Are you thinking of hurting yourself?
I'm going to tag some people who might be able to help
@Bree-RO @N1ghtW1ng @mrmusic @DruidChild @Birdeye @letitgo
Hey @blu3, thank you so much for reaching out to us.
You're right - anxiety can be a really tough thing to live with. Please know that you're not alone, and the RO community is here to support you as much as we can.
I often experience anxiety myself, and there are a few things that help me. Have you ever heard of an app called Smiling Mind? It's free, and offers guided meditation and breathing exercises, which can often be really calming.
I also find talking my feelings out with someone I trust can help put things into perspective - is there someone you can trust that you could talk to about what's been going on for you?
Looking forward to hearing back from you
Hey @blu3 thanks for letting us know about what you meant and your safety Yeah it can be quite scary seeking professional support. Do you mainly not want to because your parents would potentially find out? Or is it just the money? There are bulk billing psychs However there's also kids helpline who work with people your age, they have web chat and phone available (1800 55 1800) and are totally confidential. It is an ongoing process getting on top of anxiety, so don't go too hard on yourself because it definitely can take time. Do any strategies work for you at the moment?
That's okay
Wanted to make sure you were safe.I can empathise with wanting to not have to go through anxiety. Sometimes it feels like a burden, but it can be overcome, and we can learn to manage our anxiety
Sounds like there is a worry about your parents not being able to afford this other place the school counsellor wants you to see. We actually have an awesome thread about that stuff here-> https://forums.au.reachout.com/t5/Getting-Help/Confused-about-how-to-access-mental-health-services/m...
