I have just joined and I couldn't bring myself to talk to my family or friends.
lately I have been feeling terrible about the way I look. I try to avoid looking at myself in mirrors and Everytime somebody looks at me I feel ashamed. I feel gross and disgusting. I've started not eating because Everytime I eat I feel the need to make myself vomit. I stop because I know that once I do it there's no going back. my friends know parts of it but they don't know jow bad its gotten. I feel so bad about my mum because im always throwing out my lunch and I love her loads and don't want to upset her by telling her. I don't have bulimia but im scared if this goes on I will soon. this cycle happens every couple of months, im fine for 2-3 months and then I just catch myself and the mirror and realise how disgusting I am. I don't know what to do anymore.
Welcome to Reach Out @sara4590. Thank you for sharing some of your body image/eating struggles with us. If your friends know some of it, do you think you could confide in some/one of them regarding this cycle you go through?
Alternatively, is there a counsellor at your school you might be able to talk to about this?