dysphoria and other things

[redhead]

I hate my body so much. 

I just want to pass. 

I hate being locked in this stupid body I was born in. Why me. I can't even start hormones. 

Urgh i don't want to be trans anymore. I wish it was something you could chose. I didn't want this. I don't see a way out. Will I ever be the real me. 

@Bree-RO edit this if it breaks the guidelines I just needed to get this out. 

[Bree-RO]

Hey @redhead I am so sorry you're experiencing this much pain during the transition. I respect that you feel this way, it sounds so internally frustrating. I did edit a fair bit out there, but I am glad you're reaching out to us.

How long will it take for the treatments to settle in and you begin to see the physical you desire? We're here to listen.

[redhead]

@Bree-RO I haven't even started treatment yet... My psychiatrist won't let me. 

[Bree-RO]

Oh @redhead then very understandable to be feeling this way. What's the psych's reason for this?

[redhead]

@Bree-RO I'm too unstable. 

[Bree-RO]

Do you agree with your Psych or disagree? @redhead

[redhead]

@Bree-RO I kinda agree. I know I have to be stable first. It just sucks 

[missep]

I'm sorry to hear you've had to go through this @redhead  

You're really showing so much insight and self-awareness that you are able to kind of agree with the psychologist. I know it's a sucky situation but fixing stability is definitely something that can be worked on  

Here for you  

[redhead]

@missep Thanks