going crazy

[ecla34]

@scared01 oh wow, that's some heat! rain sounds nice after that phew.
yeah sometimes ice is a bit uncomfortable, plus it melts!
what were your plans for the rest of the evening?

[mrmusic]

Hi @scared01, it really does sound like the last couple of days have been extremely tough for you, and I can imagine that dealing with the uncertainty of your foot must just be adding to an already heavy burden. We're always here to listen.

[scared01]

yes the rain is very releiving @ecla34 im not a fan of the heat at all. anyhting higher than 20s and its to hot lol.

im just crochetting and watching greys anatomy tonight, ill be heading to bed soon so i can rest my foot without worrying to much about needing to get up and move


@mrmusic thanks or your kind words. so far my foots not broken but it doesnt explain the pain, swelling, stiffness tingling and unable to walk- all symptoms of a break somewhere which is why im more worried. it took 3 xrays and 3 different rs for them to fnd the breka in ym hand and diagnose all the damages. hopefully itll ease in the next day or 2 otherwise might go back to the drs again

[mrmusic]

@scared01 I hope things ease up soon for you.  Crocheting and Grey's Anatomy sounds like a good plan!

[scared01]

thanks @mrmusic
hope your evenings going ok too

[scared01]

is anyone around to talk to? i dont know if things are ok

[Erin-RO]

Hey @scared01 I'm here, what's going on for you right now?

[scared01]

things arent good here @Erin-RO
i feel so sick and want to escape.
i found out my abuser is living in the same area as me for a while

[Erin-RO]

Finding that out must have been really overwhelming and confronting @scared01, so I can understand wanting to escape 

Can I just clarify, did you find out that they had been living near you? Or that they are living near you? I mean either way it's very emotional to think they were / are so close to you but I'm just thinking of what it means for you moving forward?

[scared01]

they are currently living near me @Erin-RO i dont know how long for but its a very uncomfortable position to be in. im safe and everything its just knowing they are closer than what they were that isnt sitting well with me