loosing the will to go on

[scared01]

@Bee i have spoke to specialists however becasue it was done years ago its too late. it needed to be done when it happened so im stuck with it unfortunalty.

[scared01]

mostly crochetting and studying. the flare has eased more now so im working full pelt again @Esperanza67
over the past days ive made a scarf, a beanie, and continued to work on both my rainbow blanket and also my aunts baby blanket but ive run out of yarn for the baby one so will continue to work on my other blankets.
ive currently got 4 projects but one 2 active type ones at the moment.

[Bee]

@scared01 that is really annoying! I'm sorry to hear!
Sounds like you've been productive with your crochetting!

[scared01]

thanks @Bee
i have been crochetting and its helped abit with my mood but its been a really rough day. i think ill go in for a shower and then head to bed. maybe an early night will help

[Bee]

Glad to hear its been helping a bit @scared01
An early night sounds nice

[scared01]

is anyone around at the moment?

[Bee]

I'm around @scared01 what's going on?

[scared01]

hey @Bee
things arent going well at all
i feel so distressed but nothing is releiving it i even contacted a helpline but they didnt help at all and the convo only went for 10 minutes becasue of it.

[Bee]

I'm sorry to hear that @scared01
It can be quite distressing when our coping mechanisms aren't working when we're already distrressed.
Sending lots of love and hugs <3 x

Do you have an idea of what would be helpful for you right now?

[scared01]

ive no idea @Bee ive tried watching movies, being outside with the horses, crochetting, studying and doing some cleaning up but nothing seems to be helping