really hating life right now. feels great to wake up to nothing, go to bed to nothing. want to change but not getting anywhere and getting tired of trying anymore.
Trying to make my misery
just a piece of my history
A little less victim a little more victory
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no havent slept yet @Erin-RO was a shocking night yet again where even my body was fighting sleep. i was having hot sweats, nightmares, tossing and turning, hot then cold, nausea in amongst a few other things. not a good night.
@redheadthanks, just not sure what the point of this all is. i tried going to do something new and when i spoke to mum earlier today (i find it super super hard and would rather not) and told her of the failing soical attempts at making friends and she basically gave me the cold shoulder and said all well shouldnt have went in the first place. guess she got what she wanted.
Hey @scared01, I'm sorry to hear you are in so much pain at the moment.
What are you doing to keep yourself safe right now? I'm a tad concerned about your last sentence - please don't give up! You're very strong my friend.
@Erin-ROive gone 2 weeks on basically no sleep with many nights no sleep at all. but after 3 days starts to take effect and makes things worse. its now been 5 days of basically no sleep at all
@Erin-RO i see my gp and a pscyhiatrist but ive run out of sleep options except the one im on already but i dont like them at all as they worsen my sleep symptoms and its not really worth it.
so im pretty much stuck on answers even with professional help
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