tw: im over this

[litgym]

no no of course not xx sorry it’s just me, just a bit frustrated and all over the place due to overwhelming shit going. i just feel like im not heard, which is true, it’s okay don’t worry 

[Bananatime04]

Are you sure it isn’t me? Do you feel like I’m not hearing your suggestions? That’s not true btw. I am reading them and I really appreciate the support you’re giving me❤️

[litgym]

trust me it isn’t you. just gonna leave probably for a while just fed up

[annabethxchase]

Hey @litgym,
I saw this post and was about to respond but I got asked to help with the little kids at netball. It breaks my heart that you feel so unheard

I'm so happy to hear your GP is so nice and supportive, its tough to find professionals that suite you. mmm, that sounds a bit scary about the weight

ah, yes that's understandable, while its good that your going away, you'll also not have access to your proffessionals

OH BTW! How'd the chat with G go? And how was your chat with your KHL counsellor?

Again, I'm very sorry you feel so frustrated atm Sorry if I am making you feel unheard Maybe you can email RO and discuss some of that with them?

[annabethxchase]

@litgym, you DO matter! You means lots to everyone xx

[litgym]

it’s alright, there is no pressure ever to respond @annabethxchase

never spoke to G but my khl counsellor did abd now they want to do WAC with my psychologist.  chat was alright with khl, i don’t know anymore. 

its not you, just i don’t know everyone. it’s okay don’t worry.  im now on my 5 hour drive 

[gina-RO]

Hi @litgym , thanks for letting us know that you're gonna be out of internet for a little while on your holiday, and for letting us know how you are. 

5 hours is such a long drive - I hope you're coping okay! 

I hope the holiday is a good change of scenery for you, and perhaps the time offline could be a good break  - an opportunity to unplug. Take care, and if you ever need reassurance that you matter, maybe you could save some screenshots of this thread to look at. 

[litgym]

thanks  @gina-RO

apparently i will have 4g up there but ill still take time off my phone because things are just too over bearing. also currently getting awful messages from people really just want to hang out with my horses from horse therapy.

[annabethxchase]

Naw I'm sorry about the messages Who are sending them? Yeah, that definitely sounds like a good comparison.

[litgym]

*edited out quoted message* 

its from someone who knows a bit about my situation. @annabethxchase