Thanks @Anzelmo 😊
I've been feeling better and have been trying not to blame myself or think about it too much. I don't know if I actually like the idea of being a delivery driver because it feels kind of stressful. I just kind of applied because I was scrolling through a lot of stuff and thought why not and didn't think I would get a response at all, let alone that quickly.
I'm not too shaken anymore, thanks to the wonderful people on these forums. 🥰