Hi @Rattata That sounds really horrible. I can imagine how difficult it would be to be around a group that you dont know and that makes you feel uncomfortable. It is completely understandable why you didnt find the experience enjoyable.
In saying that, it is so lovely to see that you've been able to see some positives out of this situation and that you are proud of yourself. It can be so hard to put yourself out there, and even though it didn't work out as well as you had hoped, the fact that you tried is a huge and positive step. We are all cheering for you 💙