Hey @justkeepswimming I'm sorry to hear that it is hard for you to trust psychologists again as you are feeling worried about future relationships ending before you feel ready for them to end. I think it is really great that you are still seeing your KHL counsellor for support 😀. Sounds like you have a good plan for what could happen once you feel ready to start a relationship with a new psych again.
It's awesome that you find the forums to be a safe space. We are always happy to support you here 💜.