Hi @charlotte_ashley08 😊
What a powerful piece of writing! You really have such a talent with words. I feel like there's a lot going on for you at the moment, and maybe some of the things you've mentioned might be more complicated than what you've written. I'm a big fan of metaphors, so am thinking maybe the headaches you're descirbing are code for something else you're dealing with?
Just to let you know that I've edited the medication you mentioned from your post as we need to keep our community members safe as it mentions in our guidelines. I'm going to send you an email now too, so keep your eyes out for that coming your way 😊